beyond blessed.

holden turns two in november. this partially blows my mind that he's only 2 since he is so smart and partially makes me seriously question where all the time went. and then i think how old that makes me feel. not in the sense that 27 is old as dirt or anything, but more so that i'm not the 20 year old i still dream i am. i have successfully kept another human being alive for two whole years. and what a wild ride it has been!!!

this morning, holden and i are having a 'hang out in our jammies even though we're approaching noon' kind of day. necessary sometimes, y'know? these days, my buddy has had me laughing so much. sometimes from his ornery-ness and sometimes from his cuteness. i'm sure all mamas can understand.

holden has recently become a 'bunny daddy'... kinda like a 'baby mama' or something! he tries to share his sippy cup with them, tells them to go 'nigh nigh', gives them lots of hugs & kisses and has them (yes, there are several...) 'kees' aka kiss each other. it's just so sweet. and although baby t 2.0 isn't coming anytime soon, it's so sweet to imagine that he will love on a future sibling like this!!! 

my heart is just full. cherishing these moments. the 'jammies at noon' kind of moments. blessed beyond measure.